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A Man Of Sorrows And Aquainted With Grief

Updated: Jun 24, 2023

Isaiah 53:1-3 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 1 Who has believed our report {about the prophecies of Christ in the Old Testament}? And to whom is the Arm of the Lord {whom is Jesus, the Son of God} revealed? 2 For He shall grow up before {God} as a tender plant, And as a root out of a dry ground. {Jesus} has no form nor comeliness, And when we shall see Him, There is no beauty that we should desire Him. 3 He is despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. And we hid as it were our faces from Him. He was despised, and we esteemed Him not.

Sorrow and Grief Mean a Lonely Life

Lonely From the Sins of the World

1 Corinthians 5:9-13 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 9 I wrote to you in an epistle not to company with fornicators {the sexually immoral; pre-marital sex, rape, child molesting, incest, masturbation, homosexuality}. 10 Yet not altogether with the fornicators of this world, or with the covetous, or extortioners, or with idolaters. For then you need to go out of the world {system completely}. 11 But now I have written to you not to keep company, if any man that is called a {Christian} be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolater, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner. With such a one no not to eat. 12 For what have I to do to judge them also that are without {the church}? Do you not judge them that are within the church (1 Cor. 6:1-11)? 13 But them that are without God judges (Rev. 20:11-15). Therefore, put away from among yourselves that wicked person.

Ephesians 5:1-21 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 1 Be ye therefore followers of God, as dear children; 2 and walk in love, as Christ also hath loved us, and hath given himself for us an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweetsmelling savour. 3 But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints; 4 neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks. 5 For this ye know, that no whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolater, hath any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. 6 Let no man deceive you with vain words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the children of disobedience. 7 Be not ye therefore partakers with them. 8 For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light: 9 (for the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth;) 10 proving what is acceptable unto the Lord. 11 And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather reprove them. 12 For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret. 13 But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light: for whatsoever doth make manifest is light. 14 Wherefore he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light. 15 See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, 16 redeeming the time, because the days are evil. 17 Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is. 18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit; 19 speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord; 20 giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ; 21 submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of God.

Sorrow and grief. Everyone experiences this at funerals. But for Christians, it's not just funerals. Jesus knew the meaning of those words and so do we Christians today, because we reject this world, and this world rejects us.

John 15:18-27 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 18 If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. 19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.20 Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also. 21 But all these things will they do unto you for my name’s sake, because they know not him that sent me. 22 If I had not come and spoken unto them, they had not had sin: but now they have no cloke for their sin. 23 He that hateth me hateth my Father also. 24 If I had not done among them the works which none other man did, they had not had sin: but now have they both seen and hated both me and my Father. 25 But this cometh to pass, that the word might be fulfilled that is written in their law, They hated me without a cause. 26 But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceeds from the Father, he shall testify of me: 27 and ye also shall bear witness, because ye have been with me from the beginning.

1 John 2:15-17 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. 17 And the world passes away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abides forever.

When you combine the previous Bible passages together, the Holy Spirit is describing the world as loving on eachother with sex. The people are making love instead of war through free sex. People are meeting and having orgies. We Christians are born-again and we don't participate in their love making. They can't understand why we don't want to meet them when they just want to make love to us.

When we say no to the world, they feel rejected and want to die for a little while, because they believe that good looking people should be made love to by everyone. These people love you, but it's a sexual desire. It is not the love of Christ.

The above Bible passages tell us not to participate in such wickedness. The world does not love us after we reject them because we are not one of them. These people that make love to everyone are called sexual perverts by God and the judiciary branches across the world. But they look good. They have skilled learning about how to stay in shape, look good and not get infected with disease. They take care of themselves and the reason they look good is because their lust is satisfied. They get boned a lot.

Their lust is meat. Human emotions are carnal. Which means that they're meat, and they don't exist after they die. Their lust is what makes them happy when they party. I used to be like that and to make love like that to every pretty woman who wants you too, makes you sexy, little hotties. That's how the world looks. That's why they look good.

God once told me that this lust of the flesh is called "the lust of life". It means that people love life and love to make love. But the Christian is warned by God in the Bible not to participate in the orgies of the world no matter how sexy they make you feel and how gorgeous they make you look. The best looking men and women are perverts. I know cos I was one. This world still wants to make love to me at parties but I got another source of joy. It's the Holy Spirit inside me. His love, joy and peace are not human emotion, and they surpass our understanding because they remain after the human feelings and lusts pass away.

It's been years since I left the world and the world say, without asking me, that I don't like women. They're not Christian and thus they don't understand that we would rather please God within us, keep fellowship with Him, by listening to Him instead of make love to the world.

I still put women before men, and I still talk to women. But these are some of the finest women in the country that I know. Some are from other countries. But I don't go to their parties no more because I'm Christian. The women of the world see a cute guy in me and believe that I should be made love to for hours everyday, by the finest women around. But, I say no. Most men can't because they haven't been born-again like I have. I would rather please God and use my body to please Him. When I do this, I am no longer filled with sorrow and grief given to me by the world for not making love to them.

When Christians come out of the world, we are filled with sorrow and grief because we cut ties and stop partying. Which means that we haven't been dating and meeting pretty women. I got to have a pretty woman and there are tons of born-again pretty women out there.

Another way of saying "sorrow and grief" is to say "lonely". To say no to the world can leave you lonely in sorrow and grief, at first. You'd rather be alone with God's Spirit and other Christians than to participate in the sins and lusts of the world. This makes the world sad and fight. They cause you pain if you don't make love to them. They think you need it and that you got something wrong with you for not making love to them. But that emotional problem is dissolved by the Holy Spirit's Presence when you please Him. Saying no to the world opens a bounty of sweet anointings of joy, peace and love in the Holy Spirit that this world can't touch.

So, Christian soldier, don't let the world embarrass you with their assessments of your character because they're not Christian. They don't know. They'll hurt you for saying no to sex because you're fine and they love you. That's how the world is. They are meat. Gorgeous looking meat. They are lusts of the flesh. They need your love and to love you. But they don't have God's Spirit within them and so they won't understand the Bible until they do. So, they'll be saying things about like, "No one parties with him". He doesn't like women". He would rather stay home instead pf party". Weird stuff. But they don't know what they're doing when they do this.

(Not finished)

God never finished this message because He doesn't want me in sorrow & grief anymore. He wants me happy. So, God gave me back to this life to find a wife. God is letting me act nasty right now with women because He says that I need to. Men of God don't understand this. But God says to them, "He needs to act like this".

I haven't lost the anointing. But God isn't talking to me right now about prophetic messages for His church. Only this message. God is talking to me about women and how to make them crazy for me. It's going to be like this for a while.

God is asking me to move to Bismarck, North Dakota and says that my wife will meet me there. She proved to give the best head and drinks the most cum. Perfect. God is telling me to take a man of God's wife from him. I made her nasty here with my messages already and she's mine already. It was what I said to her online and not the bikers or the drugs that made her nasty. She's nasty because she loves me.

Once at another time when God asked me to take another man of God's wife from him back in 2001, God had me hanging out with this couple first. They were hanging out with other married couples from church and when their friends saw them hanging out with me, a single guy, they said that this violates tradition. God told them "Change your traditions".

Today, the church says that it's untraditional and sinful for me to act nasty like this with women. But God says to them, "Change your traditions. This is My Son in Him helping him look for a nasty wife. He needs a nasty wife to screw his brains out everyday".

Until then, I'm going to these f*** parties in North Dakota...God asked me not to go back to Los Angeles. I asked Him why. He said,

"Because you're in love out here. You have a lot of women out here and if you leave, you'll miss them for a long time, and it will take a long time for you to get women in Los Angeles like you've got in North Dakota. I'm giving you a gorgeous & nasty wife in Bismarck".

"And because I am in control of your life again, I am giving you back all the gorgeous women you lost over the past 10 years to jealous men. Why are you getting your women back? Because I'm in control of your life again. They are my gifts to you because you need them. You're seeing all your x girlfriends writing you online...tell them about that. Your girlfriends are saying, "Darrin, I'm still in love with you and I want you more than him". I'm giving you back women double what the locust has eaten, and palmerworm has taken".

"Watch what I do to New York. I'm going to tie him up and throw him in a jalopy and burn him. You got your friends back too. Go stay with them in Bismarck. They are who are going to kill New York for Me".

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