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Your Obedience Is Heaven's Gate

Updated: Apr 21

Revelation 22:14 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 14 Blessed are they that do {God's} commandments, that they may have right to the tree of {eternal} life,

and may enter in through the gates into the city {New Jerusalem}.

Revelation 22:14 New Living Translation

{Paraphrased} 14 Blessed are those who wash their robes {in the blood of Christ}. They will be permitted to enter through the gates of the city {New Jerusalem} and eat the fruit from the tree of {eternal} life.

Hello saints,

This message is not opening with a prophecy from the Lord as others have. This is a continuation of the message titled "The Blood is Your Forgiveness" with prophecies to me about obedience and sin and backsliding. I want to take you on my journey from death back to life to show you what the Lord showed me about sin and obedience. That, you cannot sin because you've been born again (1 Jn. 3:9), and, even if it's the worst that you can do, as long as your sin is not the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit (Mk. 3:20-30), that you're going to heaven for sure because of the Blood of Jesus and because you've been born again by the Holy Spirit (Ti. 3:4-7) and the Bible (1 Pt. 1:23). But, what about those temptations and sins that we encounter in our everyday life? Will they condemn us? No. Salvation is not by works (Rom 4). We are justified from sin by what the Lord Jesus did for us on the Cross and nothing else (Eph. 2). What God wants to reveal to us today is that in this life, the purpose of obedience is to show Jesus how much He means to you because we're going to heaven no matter what because of the Blood of Jesus. If the Blood justifies us with God, do those backslidings condemn us? No. Everything we do will be reconciled to God because of the precious Blood of Jesus.

A Personal Testimony

I prayed the sinner's prayer (Rom. 10:9, 10) when I was a pre-teen in North Dakota. I was baptized into the Holy Spirit in 1991 in Los Angeles. I began to backslide after that baptism into the Holy Spirit up until Easter 2020 in North Dakota. I was back and forth between obedience and backsliding for years. I was on a 20-year guilt trip up to Easter 2020. The guilt trip was about me not being able to keep Jesus first. I knew that I used to have Jesus first in everything. The baptism into the Holy Spirit made me that way. After I backslid, I knew what to do to keep Jesus first but my fellowship with the Holy Spirit was broken and I had no power to keep Jesus first. But it wasn't about trying to keep Jesus first because I couldn't. It was about my fellowship with the Holy Spirit. This is what God wants you to know today about sin. That, you're forgiven and on your way to heaven for sure in the Rapture or when you pass away, whichever comes first, because of the Blood of Jesus and because you've been born again. But, when you backslide into sin after you're saved, you will reap what you sow (Gal. 6:7). It's called "The Reaping Years" when you've got to make amendments. Your fellowship with the Holy Spirit will be broken if you backslide. Every time you backslide, your fellowship with the Spirit goes on broken longer and longer before it's restored. And, you'll be living in a guilty conscience until then by trying to get back to Jesus first, Jesus first in life is the fellowship of the Holy Spirit. Only He can make you like that through unbroken fellowship.

When you sin, you lose your Anointing for a while but not your salvation. Broken fellowship is devastating. It's not up to you when that power and fellowship will return to you because sin doesn't result in your spiritual death anymore because you've been born again and because we've been washed by faith in the Blood of Jesus. But, sin has penalties and judgement in this life. The Holy Spirit can handle us. The Holy Spirit will not leave is when we backslide. But, He will take our Anointing and power for a long time in a judgement. You'll be left with your need to please Jesus with no power to keep Him first. That's called a guilt trip. Just as the Holy Spirit came upon you suddenly in salvation, again suddenly one day He will restore fellowship to you with the Anointing. You don't have problems with sin. You have problems with the Lord. That's why you're in that guilt trip condition. You're going to heaven for sure. But your sins have separated between you and your God (Isa. 59:1-3). Your problem is broken fellowship with the Holy Spirit not sin because Jesus precious Blood took care of our sins forever.

Your fellowship is not going to come back by works. This means that no matter how much you try to keep Jesus first and try to quench that born again need to please Jesus, no matter how much you cry and repent. No matter how much you pray and pray or try to put Jesus first again. It's not up to you and your works to restore fellowship. You will reap what you sow when you backslide and one day the Holy Spirit will restore your full Anointing to you just like on the day you were first born again through the baptism into the Holy Spirit. Until then, you're going to have no power to keep God first. You're going to be on a guilt trip until the Holy Spirit suddenly decides to restore your fellowship with Him. But, you're not going to hell if you die and you're not going to miss the Rapture. That's what the Lord wants you to know today.

On Easter 2020, I was put into the Lord's prison and am still coming out. It's a spiritual chamber of death. The Lord was killing my lust for life in with a resurrection yearning for my salvation to not miss the Rapture. I did everything the Lord said to do since then to not lose my salvation over my backslidings. But only the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit can make us lose our salvation. This time what I did mattered because on Easter 2020, the Holy Spirit restored His fellowship to me and my prayers have been heard again since that day. I got my power back. the Lord honors whatever I pray for. The devil is gone! And when he comes back top fight, I don't to call on churches for help cos I got my fellowship with the Holy Spirit back on easter 2020!

My fellowship is back due to the shortness of time left for the Rapture. The Lord told me in 2020 that today, there is no more time to repent and restore fellowship. We have to die like I did to make the Rapture, and that's all that really matters in the end, right? Making the Rapture and being in heaven forever with God, the Angels of Light and the church instead of in hell, right? Amen.

I was dead to life in Christ on Easter 2020 and the years surrounding that date. My lust for life was gone. It was replaced with a love for Jesus. The lust for life is what makes you want to party, seek entertainment and rejoice in life. The Lord crucified that in me to make me stop doing drugs and committing sexual sin. Jail and a crucifixion to my lust for life took me from this life to heaven in my spirit and I'm still there. I don't want to live this life. It's not suicidal tendencies. It's a love for the Lord that Jesus spoke about in Luke 14:26, 27 where you love God more than this life and you want to die and be with God in heaven instead of live this life.

The Lord could have planted me in the earth with a change of His plan for my life with an early death (Jn. 12:24, 25). But the Lord chose to resurrect me with a new heart instead called the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit (Ti. 3:4-7/ Eze. 36:25-27). The Lord told me that His plan on Easter 2020 was to plant me on Easter 2021 if I didn't repent. He said that I'm alive today because I repented on Easter 2020 when He told me that the Rapture is about to happen. He said that I ran to Him when He called me His child on Easter 2020, but that not many others did who were backslidden like me. He said that I was the wheat among the tares on Easter 2020 and that I was getting choked by the tares (Mt. 13). But when He called to me, "My child", that I looked at Him and ran to Him but no one else did. Turning to and running to Jesus is called "repentance from sin". This is why I'm alive today, He said.

In the Fall of 2021, I opened an email message to me from another prophet that was talking about my relationships. God told me in this email to leave this family I was with at that time to get right with Him. I thought God wanted me with this family. Yes, He did. But that was years ago during the time that I began to backslide. I got comfortable living with just the Lord in that death chamber at that time that I got that email from that other prophet. That prophet's message brought me back to life. The Lord told me that living without people like I was in 2021 isn't normal. That's what death is for. I saw "the light of life" from that prophet's message (Ps. 36:9/ Jn. 1:4; 8:12).

The Lord wants me to tell you what it looked looked like a bluish white light surrounded by blackness...distant and hazy, like a picture of a busy city street under the sun at noon ...the Holy Spirit called it "the light of life". He told me that He's letting me back in life. I didn't want to go back because I just wanted to be alone with the Lord and the Angels. No wife. No family. No friends (Lk. 14:26, 27). They are better company than any human, even a wife and family. People always have problems but with the Lord and the Angels there are NO problems. There is only complete love.

Little by little since 2021, the Lord has been bringing me back to life. He said that when I'm back to the way I was when I first got baptized into the Holy Spirit in 1991, that I'll be back to life. I was always in church, always reading my Bible and always talking to people about Jesus. I'm not there yet. But this year, I'm looking for a church because the Lord told me to find a church within a year. Those years back in the 90's when I couldn't get enough of reading the Bible after I got baptized into the Holy Spirit, is carrying me through these years of resurrection. Those scriptures I learned back then are coming to memory from the Holy Spirit at this time in life and are guiding me (Jn. 14:26). God knows.

Again, the Lord told me not too long ago that living without human relationships isn't normal. He told me that He's giving me back to life and that He wants me to show Him how much I love Him, how much He means to me after my time alone with Him in death's chamber (Pr. 7:7). When He put me into that chamber of death on Easter 2020 by crucifying my lust for life, all I wanted was to be with God and to please God. People and life didn't matter to me. As I went through the worlds back to this life, my heart was given back to me but with a new love for Jesus. And He told me, "Show Me how much I mean to you". I was listening to Jesus in that spiritual chamber or tomb or prison, but back down the levels to this plane around people again, the Lord wants me to show Him how much I love Him now. I'm experiencing what I used to when I backslid back in the 90's. Things taking priority over Jesus being first. Compromise...etc...but, I remember that love for Jesus. It isn't's there in my spirit. I got my heart back with a new Anointing underneath it in my spirit. It's there for me to use to keep Jesus first. He said to me, "Show Me how much you love Me" before He released me back into the land under the sun. Outside preaching under the sun. Out and about among the living talking to them about Jesus under the sun. That's that bluish white vision I saw that day in 2021. The Light of Life.

The Lord told me not too long ago that He can make it easy for us to listen to Him. He can do all the obeying for us in that realm. But in this realm, He wants us to show Him that we love Him. So, He lets us do the obeying to show Him how much He means to us.

Got it? In the message titled "The Blood is Your Forgiveness" God told us that you're not going to miss the Rapture. That you cannot sin, you can't die in the Rapture or the resurrection from the dead, and you can't go to hell because of the Blood of Jesus and because you've been born again. Those sins and backslidings we experience after we get born again don't send us back to hell. Only the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit can do that. But with this message titled "Your Obedience Is Heaven's Gate", the Lord is telling us that those sins and backslidings break your fellowship with the Holy Spirit and in that broken fellowship, we reap the penalties of our actions in this life. You can go to prison, or you can die and become a planting of the Lord. You are reconciled to God by those reaping's, and you don't lose your salvation. But you lose your fellowship with the Holy Spirit as a judgement of the Lord and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit isn't restored when you repent. He comes back suddenly with your Anointing to restore your fellowship with Him when He decides to. It could be days or years. That's what's up. God wants you to know the mystery of sin and obedience in the face of the Blood of Jesus and going to heaven no matter what we do. It is to show Jesus how much we love Him by how much we obey Him. Our backslidings can't send us to hell. You won't lose your salvation if you sin after you get born again. Show Jesus how much He means to you by listening to Him instead, or, by obeying Him, because obeying God is the opposite of sin and sin is the opposite of obeying God. We are free from sin. We are free to show Jesus how much He means to us today by our obedience to Him.

John 14:15-26 New Living Translation

{Paraphrased} Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit

15 {And Jesus said} “If you love Me, you will obey My commandments. 16 And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Advocate {Comforter, Encourager, Counselor, Paraclete} who will never leave you. 17 He is the Holy Spirit, who leads into all truth. The world cannot receive Him, because it isn’t looking for Him and doesn’t recognize Him. But you know Him, because He lives with you now and later will be in you. 18 No, I will not abandon you as orphans—I will come to you. 19 Soon the world will no longer see Me, but you will see Me. Since I live, you also will live. 20 When I am raised to life again, you will know that I am in My Father, and you are in Me, and I am in you. 21 Those who accept My commandments and obey them are the ones who love Me. And because they love Me, My Father will love them. And I will love them and reveal Myself to each of them.” 22 Judas (not Judas Iscariot, but the other disciple with that name) said to Him, “Lord, why are you going to reveal Yourself only to us and not to the world at large?” 23 Jesus replied, “All who love Me will do what I say. My Father will love them, and We will come and make Our home with each of them. 24 Anyone who doesn’t love Me will not obey Me. And remember, My words are not My own. What I am telling you is from the Father who sent Me. 25 I am telling you these things now while I am still with you. 26 But when the Father sends the Advocate {Comforter, Encourager, Counselor, Paraclete} as My representative—that is, the Holy Spirit—He will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I have told you.

Romans 8 New Living Translation Life in the Spirit

8 So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus. 2 And because you belong to him, the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you from the power of sin that leads to death. 3 The law of Moses was unable to save us because of the weakness of our sinful nature. So God did what the law could not do. He sent his own Son in a body like the bodies we sinners have. And in that body God declared an end to sin’s control over us by giving his Son as a sacrifice for our sins. 4 He did this so that the just requirement of the law would be fully satisfied for us, who no longer follow our sinful nature but instead follow the Spirit. 5 Those who are dominated by the sinful nature think about sinful things, but those who are controlled by the Holy Spirit think about things that please the Spirit. 6 So letting your sinful nature control your mind leads to death. But letting the Spirit control your mind leads to life and peace. 7 For the sinful nature is always hostile to God. It never did obey God’s laws, and it never will. 8 That’s why those who are still under the control of their sinful nature can never please God. 9 But you are not controlled by your sinful nature. You are controlled by the Spirit if you have the Spirit of God living in you. (And remember that those who do not have the Spirit of Christ living in them do not belong to him at all.) 10 And Christ lives within you, so even though your body will die because of sin, the Spirit gives you life because you have been made right with God. 11 The Spirit of God, who raised Jesus from the dead, lives in you. And just as God raised Christ Jesus from the dead, he will give life to your mortal bodies by this same Spirit living within you. 12 Therefore, dear brothers and sisters, you have no obligation to do what your sinful nature urges you to do. 13 For if you live by its dictates, you will die. But if through the power of the Spirit you put to death the deeds of your sinful nature, you will live. 14 For all who are led by the Spirit of God are children of God. 15 So you have not received a spirit that makes you fearful slaves. Instead, you received God’s Spirit when he adopted you as his own children. Now we call him, “Abba, Father.” 16 For his Spirit joins with our spirit to affirm that we are God’s children. 17 And since we are his children, we are his heirs. In fact, together with Christ we are heirs of God’s glory. But if we are to share his glory, we must also share his suffering.

The Future Glory

18 Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later. 19 For all creation is waiting eagerly for that future day when God will reveal who his children really are. 20 Against its will, all creation was subjected to God’s curse. But with eager hope, 21 the creation looks forward to the day when it will join God’s children in glorious freedom from death and decay. 22 For we know that all creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 And we believers also groan, even though we have the Holy Spirit within us as a foretaste of future glory, for we long for our bodies to be released from sin and suffering. We, too, wait with eager hope for the day when God will give us our full rights as his adopted children, including the new bodies he has promised us. 24 We were given this hope when we were saved. (If we already have something, we don’t need to hope for it. 25 But if we look forward to something we don’t yet have, we must wait patiently and confidently.) 26 And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. 27 And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God’s own will. 28 And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. 29 For God knew his people in advance, and he chose them to become like his Son, so that his Son would be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. 30 And having chosen them, he called them to come to him. And having called them, he gave them right standing with himself. And having given them right standing, he gave them his glory.

Nothing Can Separate Us from God’s Love

31 What shall we say about such wonderful things as these? If God is for us, who can ever be against us? 32 Since he did not spare even his own Son but gave him up for us all, won’t he also give us everything else? 33 Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own? No one—for God himself has given us right standing with himself. 34 Who then will condemn us? No one—for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God’s right hand, pleading for us. 35 Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? 36 (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.”) 37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. 38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

The Godhead Speaks

The Holy Spirit says,

"Because of the Blood, you are free to love Jesus the way that you want to. Without the Holy Spirit, you can't. That's what you lose {the Anointing} when you backslide. Not your salvation. When you lose your Anointing, you can't obey God no more. But that doesn't mean you lost your salvation. Your salvation isn't dependent on your obedience. It's dependent on the Blood of Christ. You have eternal life no matter what because you've been born again through the Blood of Christ. Except it be the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Then, and only then, can God stop helping you {in the fellowship of the Holy Spirit}. But now in Christ you cannot sin. This means that you are forgiven, so you cannot sin".

"But to those who insult the grace of the Lord God, you will see Jesus' back in hell".

The Lord Jesus says,

"Getting to heaven has nothing to do with works. It has to do with faith in Me. I gave you the Holy Spirit to help you make it to Me, not take you back from eternal life. So, there's no way you can go to hell once you put faith in Me. I see your name written in My Book. My Father wrote it there" (Rev. 20:11-15 & chapter 21).

Father God says,

"You're going to make the Rapture. Don't worry, My child. I don't see you in hell. I see you up here praising Me and dancing before My throne in My Presence and the presence of the angels throughout all eternity. It will be one big dance before Me. But for you, it will be many little ones. Combined, it makes an eternal presence known to My Son through My Presence in you".

If we love Jesus for putting up with us, we need to show Him that we love Him for doing that. That's what He's talking about when He said,

John 15:13-17 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 13 {And Jesus said} Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. 14 Ye are My friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you. 15 Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of My Father I have made known unto you. 16 Ye have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in My Name, He may give it you. 17 These things I command you, that ye love one another.

World without end. Amen.

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