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God's Ride Out Of Hell

Updated: Jan 28

Heaven's White Train

This message is to saved, Spirit filled & Anointed Christians who are not doing anything for God. You're not cold or hot, you're Lukewarm. Jesus will with Christians like this, spit you out of His mouth (Rev. 3:14-22). You will stand and be condemned by the Son of God for this (Mt. 25). Christians pass from death to life (Jn. 5:24/ 1 Jn. 3:14, 15). But Jesus said that there are Christians who will stand in the judgement of the dead (Rev. 20:11-15) to be sentenced to outer darkness. If you are being called by God to judgement, you will not make the Train to heaven.

God wants me to tell you all here about what happened to me in March of 2019. But first, a message from the Lord about this.

This is what the Lord says to us who read here,

"You don't listen to Me and this is why you're not ready to leave with Me {in the Rapture - 1 Cor. 15:50-58/ 1 Thes. 4:13-18}. I'm not coming back until you're ready {2 Pt. 3}.

An Angel of the Lord speaks for the Lord,

"You'll make it if you keep doing righteousness {Rev. 22:14}. Do you know what we mean by this? Do what God says to do! Whatever God says, do it immediately! If He says, "shower when you wake up", Shower! If He says, "Go to bed when you're fully awake", go! When He says, "Don't come out of your room at night", stay! Whatever God says, do it! That's how you're going to make the Rapture. That's what this Preacher wants to say to you. "You're missing the Rapture because you keep disobeying God".

"The God Jesus is in love with you. That's why you're not going to hell. You deserve to be put there in the Pit because of {your backslidings}. God forgave you. That's what that message means {at the end of this message about hell}. That God forgave you. God forgave you. That's why you're sitting there instead of being executed".

Back in March of 2019, I was on drugs and in adultery with women also on drugs. I was saved, Spirit filled & anointed but backslidden and haunted by the devil in my home. No one knows that the real reason that I got more than one home at that time, was because of demons haunting me. I went from one home to another to get away from them, but they followed me. However, I lived in that home for 15 months. So, the ghosts leave you alone unless you bother them.

Once, I saw a lady with a burned face sitting in my room with me while I was doing drugs alone. This was at about 2 AM one night. I was sitting in my bedroom doing drugs and I got up to use the restroom. When I came back a couple minutes later, the pile of clothes on the bed were shaking really fast like someone was under they were vibrating. I went to see why but I got a strong sense not to approach it. A strong fear not to touch it. So, I didn't.

When I stood back up, there was a dark-haired lady sitting on my bed with a burned face looking at me. I started talking to her scared, but she didn't say nothing. I started to go towards her and felt that strange fear again like I was about to be attacked. That's what evil feels like. That feeling while seeing a demon's face makes your body tremble in fear. When I stepped back, the lady with the burned face appeared to stop an apparent lunge towards me because I tried to approach it. It was an evil thing sitting there. It just looked at me and didn't say nothing. It didn't attack me as long as I didn't go near it. It was a ghost that manifested.

I had a woman named Shae who lived with me a few months before this ghost manifested. This lady with a burned face was not Shae. Shae is my cousin. This was a spirit not a human. But this spirit did manifest in the bedroom that Shae used to stay in. It was sitting on the edge of the bed she slept on in that room...perhaps this female entity was trying to be my wife. Manifesting in the room and on the bed where it saw Shae.

Shae was gone when this happened. This happened after Shae moved out. I was living alone in that house in White Shield when this happened. I wasn't doing drugs when Shae lived there with me. Shae was my cousin not my wife. We never had sex. I don't marry my cousins. I started doing drugs after Shae moved out. I never did drugs with Shae. She wasn't in my house when I started doing drugs.

I saw this demon for about three minutes. Then I went into my other room and closed the door because the evil sight was scary to look at it. It didn't manifest no more after that. It didn't attack me. It was just there watching me invisible and talking to me.

In that three minutes, however, I looked at her face and there were no features. No eyes, nose or mouth. Her face looked black and burned like a fire a couple hours in the burning...the embers are burning beneath blackness...that's what it's face looked like. But her hair didn't burn. She appeared to resemble my Chicana X wife from Los Angeles, Mika. Later, I found out the name of this demon: Astaroth. A female devil. It was apparently keeping me company. It talked to me in my mind. But not with its mouth. If I tried to touch it, it would try to start hitting me. This thing was telling me that archangel Gabriel was with me to take me to the resurrection for God. That, I was taken from the "crypt" of the Temple of Set in another realm back to God. That, my soul was returned to my body that night. People say that saw me, my soul, that night running to my house from a field and that I looked about 12 years old.

Another time I saw my bedroom doorknob suddenly break open while I was doing drugs alone at about 2 AM. But for some reason it stayed locked, and it didn't open. The lock suddenly broke inside. But no one tried to push the door open. Something tried to come in my room with me but perhaps the Lord stopped the lock from breaking and I was safe because the door stayed shut. I opened the door scared and walked out to the front door and looked one. The front door was locked and so were all the windows. Unless a human was hiding in my house and tried to go in my room, but how could they slide the lock on the front door or lock the window if they exited out them?

This is what the Lord wants me to tell you. In North Dakota in March 2019 on my way back from a drug trip with my girlfriend. She suddenly grabbed the steering wheel and tried to steer me off the road and was scared. She said that I was driving in the wrong lane with a big white truck coming right at us real fast. I looked and saw that we were on a passing lane which was three lanes. One on the left for traffic going in the opposite direction and two in my lane. The right lane in my lane was for people doing the speed limit or under. This is the lane that I was in. The other left lane in my lane was for passing traffic. These passing lanes were made for traffic to pass slow cargo truck going under the speed limit. There were cars in front of us and behind but none coming at us in our lane, nor we in their lane going in the opposite direction.

What I saw was a big white ghost pass between her and I. She was going to jump out because she saw a big train, but she didn't jump out because I held her in while steering with the other hand. I t happened so quick that I didn't pull over cos I had control of the situation.

Later, my girlfriend said she saw a scary looking face with its hand reaching to me from the roof of our car. She said that this white thing killed it. That a white light shot at its head and cut it off. She decided to get another boyfriend. This is why I always choose women carefully because to be alone with me is scary because I talk to ghosts, lol. And my friends are gang members and authorities in state and church.

There is a cop too scared to talk about this, but a cop saw this. They said a Sasquatch on my car's roof was killed by that white thing. What I found out later from the Lord and His angels about this is that this was God's train from heaven. That's what God's chariots look like. A big white ghost train with people on it. Spirits of men and women with angels in it. The train was white see through like a ghost. It passed between us in a few seconds and killed that demon on my car. I never saw the devil on my roof. What God and this cop say about this, is that the white thing shot a "Gamma Ray" at the Sasquatch. God says that He and His angels use Gamma Rays to kill the Sasquatch. Gamma Rays are nuclear radiation gun shots. An atomic weapon. God's guns shoot nuclear radiation rays at you. Not laser beams. Gamma Rays melt your body like a candle before a flame (Ps. 68:2).

This was a real event that happened that day. There are people who saw this train, the Sasquatch killed and that demon with the burned face. People who saw it say that it looks like my sister Michelle. To me, it looked like my X Mika. Mike is short for Mikaela which is Spanish for "Michelle". I guess my X wife resembled my family. But isn't that what happens in marriages? People end up marrying people that have family resemblances.

About my X wife, Mika, who resembled my sister. This does not mean that I got a woman who looked like my sister. People said that Mika looked like my sister. But I never saw it. I saw sometimes that she looked like me. And I guess that she looked like my sister too then. But I never saw it. I never said that Mika looked like Michelle. Other people said that. Me having a wife that looks like my sister doesn't mean that I had a secret crush on my sister. I'm not trying to marry my sister. I'm saying this because people who read this message are thinking that because they don't know me or what I'm talking about.

I also was told that this is how good-looking people are. People usually meet people that look like them. I think Mika was attracted to me because we looked alike. Also pray for this, but ack in jail in the 80's in California Youth Authority (YA), I used to be a devil worshiper. Satanists now "Darrin Dade". God saved me out of satanism and gangs in California. But, in 1989, I did a Satanic rite and married a demon named Ashtaroth. It was there that day God broke the marriage. 'd been baptized into the Holy Spirit, or, saved, since 1991. But God delivered me from my demon wife that day.

So, God saved me from the devil that day. God began a work to restore me to prepare me for the Rapture since then because it is very near. This is what God said to me about a year later,

"The hour is late. There is no more time to repent. You need to die to make the Rapture".

And die I did. A death to what God called "the lust of life" in me. What made me party like that while anointed by God was taking me to hell because I wasn't doing anything for God. That death made me a one women man. I don't party no more. God removed me from life for a while {death's chamber - Pr. 7:26, 27 - this proverb is God telling young men to make wisdom your female companion instead of the party type because Christians that party with them, go into God's death chamber, which is, the death of your lust for life), while He worked on my heart to make me fit to live in life. Then He let me back in the gates of life in 2021. Back to relationships with people.

Do you see what God is saying in this message? That that train is taking me to heaven slowly. It killed the devil then God started a death in me that's bringing me back to life spiritually. Back to God. Everyone says that it's like I've been gone. When I witness to people about Jesus, they say that I'm back. People say that this wasn't Darrin they were looking at and talking to. Like I was missing.

There is a growing desire in me to read the Bible and do something for God since I saw this video below. You see, God is giving me a ride out of hell to heaven on that train. You know, I saw a weird thing on that train that day, me, sitting by myself on the train with people sitting around me. I was on that train as a spirit. I was dressed like I used to be when I first got saved back in the 90's. In a suit, well-groomed and riding the Greenline train in Los Angeles to Manhattan Beach to enjoy my day and talk about Jesus to people on the beach. Manhattan Beach is my favorite city in the world. There is a church on the beach in Manhattan. That pastor gave me a message before I moved to North Dakota. He told me that I was moving to "Frogtown USA". Sectarianism. That people in small town across the USA are like tadpoles in a pond. They swim around and around in the same circles saying, "This is all there is. This all there is", not knowing that there are lakes, streams and the ocean out there. But they never leave their pond. This is a problem I have with my tribe in North Dakota. That, they're too closed minded for me to have fellowship with. People are products of their environment and though Christian, their minds are formed by the borders of their towns: small and limited. This is why I'm moving back to Los Angeles after years of battles with their retardations.

About drugs: I haven't done drugs since July 29th, 2019 when I was arrested by God for possession in Wilton, North Dakota. The Lord told me that my Reservation got rid of a problem I had when I came to the Reservation in 2001. It was that I did drugs, got drunk and went to jail whenever I broke up with women. I was like that for years in Los Angeles. I'm not like that no more.

I was ordered by the court in Bismarck to do a Treatment Program. I did outpatient instead of in-patient, or, live in and residential, because I wasn't doing drugs no more in 2019 when I did the treatment. I graduated after a few months with a certificate from a tribal member. The outpatient location was in Mercer County, ND and not on my Reservation. But the treatment counselor was a relative.

What I learned there in treatment, finally, is that when I'm hurting over a woman, that I can't handle pain like that alone. I need support so I won't drink and do drugs to medicate my pain. So, I can never be like that again because I know now to ask for help when I'm hurting. I'm not like that no more.

Beyond that, I don't want to do drugs no more because for a lot of reasons. Mainly, I refuse drugs and people who do drugs now just like I did when I was on probation in 2019 and 2020 because I don't like the high no more and the way people are on drugs. That's sufficient not to bring up the other reasons that I won't do drugs no more.

However, to respect God is another reason that I won't do drugs. Because 1 Cor. 3:16, 17; 6:19, 20 says that my body is the Holy Spirit's Temple. Archangel Gabriel told me a couple days ago that God is going to use me because I'm not doing drugs. To serve God, you got to be sober (1 Tim. 3:2, 11/ 1 Thes. 5:6-8/ Ti. 2:2, 4, 6, 12/ 1 Pt. 1:13; 4:7; 5:8).

I won't do drugs because I like to be sober. When I'm sober, I got the natural high, the joy of the Lord, in the Holy Spirit. Drugs and drinking make me feel sick because this joy turns to depression when I'm high. When I'm happy in the Lord, I talk. When I'm high, I'm depressed and I don't talk. So, if you want to see me happy and talking to you, don't try to get me high.

I don't need drugs to feel good. So, I won't drink or do drugs. Especially not for social reasons. People like that I turn away from. I'm not a partier. I like church and doing things for Jesus.

The treatment hospital told me that I used drugs as a crutch to numb emotional pain. They also said that I never got addicted because I was looking for a woman when I was high. I didn't do drugs because I was addicted. There was no chemical dependency. I was looking for a wife when I was high because my daughter's Mom and I broke up in 2019. That's what the treatment showed me. I'm sober right now and I love it because of the joy of the Lord, lol.

The Rapture

1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 Authorized (King James) Version

13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. 14 For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. 15 For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep. 16 For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: 17 then we which are alive and remain shall be "caught up" {Latin Vulgate "Rapturo"} together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. 18 Wherefore comfort one another with these words.

When the Rapture Happens

Luke 17:26-37 Authorized (King James) Version

26 {Jesus says} And as it was in the days of Noe, so shall it be also in the days of the Son of man. 27 They did eat, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark, and the flood came, and destroyed them all. 28 Likewise also as it was in the days of Lot; they did eat, they drank, they bought, they sold, they planted, they builded; 29 but the same day that Lot went out of Sodom it rained fire and brimstone from heaven, and destroyed them all. 30 Even thus shall it be in the day when the Son of man is revealed. 31 In that day, he which shall be upon the housetop, and his stuff in the house, let him not come down to take it away: and he that is in the field, let him likewise not return back. 32 Remember Lot’s wife. 33 Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it. 34 I tell you, in that night there shall be two men in one bed; the one shall be taken, and the other shall be left. 35 Two women shall be grinding together; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 36 Two men shall be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 37 And they answered and said unto him, Where, Lord? And he said unto them, Wheresoever the body is, thither will the eagles be gathered together {Rev. 19}.

When that Angel blows that horn for the Rapture, people are going to be doing their everyday thing. Getting up in the morning to go to work. Dong your job at work. Not thinking of God or the Rapture but thinking about your welfare and safety. In the middle of life in America, that trumpet will sound and those ready will catch God's ride out of hell.

At present, the world is condemned to hell if they do not know Jesus. God saved people from His father's judgement of eternity in hell for repenting of sin. Thus, God's train from heaven is our ride out of hell.

This is the scripture passage that the Holy Spirit wants to use to witness to people here about the judgement of Christians who won't do nothing for God. In verses 15 thru 30, we see Christians anointed with gifts and talents from the Lord. The ones who did something with what God gave them made it to heaven "Enter into the joy of your Lord". The one who didn't make heaven was thrown into outer darkness. "Depart"! This is Christ's warning to us anointed Christians to work and do something for God.

God's Judgement on Christians who won't do Anything for Him in this Life

Matthew 25 Authorized (King James) Version

1 {Jesus says} Then shall the kingdom of heaven be likened unto ten virgins, which took their lamps, and went forth to meet the bridegroom. 2 And five of them were wise, and five were foolish. 3 They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them: 4 but the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps. 5 While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. 6 And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. 7 Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps. 8 And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out. 9 But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves. 10 And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut. 11 Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. 12 But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I know you not. 13 Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh. 14 For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. 15 And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. 16 Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents. 17 And likewise he that had received two, he also gained other two. 18 But he that had received one went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord’s money. 19 After a long time the lord of those servants cometh, and reckoneth with them. 20 And so he that had received five talents came and brought other five talents, saying, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me five talents: behold, I have gained beside them five talents more. 21 His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. 22 He also that had received two talents came and said, Lord, thou deliveredst unto me two talents: behold, I have gained two other talents beside them. 23 His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. 24 Then he which had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed: 25 and I was afraid, and went and hid thy talent in the earth: lo, there thou hast that is thine. 26 His lord answered and said unto him, Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou knewest that I reap where I sowed not, and gather where I have not strawed: 27 thou oughtest therefore to have put my money to the exchangers, and then at my coming I should have received mine own with usury. 28 Take therefore the talent from him, and give it unto him which hath ten talents. 29 For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath. 30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. 31 When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory: 32 and before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats: 33 and he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left. 34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: 35 for I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: 36 naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. 37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? 38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? 39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee? 40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. 41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: 42 for I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: 43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. 44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? 45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. 46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.

Below is a real message from someone who went to hell and told what God showed him. There are people going there who say that Jesus is their Lord, but they don't do nothing for God. This message from us here is to them.

Watch this video and use it to repent of not doing anything for God. You all need to know today that many who think they're going to heaven will miss God's ride out of hell.

In closing,

If you're real, if your conversion was real, there is hope for you to make the Rapture if you're backslidden, because God will help you get back to God like He did me (Phil. 1:6; 2:12, 13).

Philippians 1:6; 2:12, 13 Authorized (King James) Version

6 being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ: 12 Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. 13 For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure.

The Christians that didn't make it to heaven in Matthew 25 are called "false conversions" by Bible scholars. False conversions are talked about by the Lord in Matthew 13:1-23. If you're real, God will fight for you like He did for me and "this too shall pass" (Heb. 13:5/ Jn. 10:27-30).

False Conversions

Matthew 13:1-23 Authorized (King James) Version

1 The same day went Jesus out of the house, and sat by the sea side. 2 And great multitudes were gathered together unto him, so that he went into a ship, and sat; and the whole multitude stood on the shore. 3 And he spake many things unto them in parables, saying, Behold, a sower went forth to sow; 4 and when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up: 5 some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth: 6 and when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away. 7 And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them: 8 but other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold. 9 Who hath ears to hear, let him hear. 10 And the disciples came, and said unto him, Why speakest thou unto them in parables? 11 He answered and said unto them, Because it is given unto you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it is not given. 12 For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath. 13 Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. 14 And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Esaias, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: 15 for this people’s heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them. 16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 17 For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. 18 Hear ye therefore the parable of the sower. 19 When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side. 20 But he that received the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it; 21 yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended. 22 He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and he becometh unfruitful. 23 But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.

The message in the link below came in March 2020. Two years after I got my soul back from the devil in 2019, and this was also during the death to my lust for life. A year later in March 2021, God released me back into life from death's chamber.

In the visitation from Christ when He spoke to me this message, Christ was telling me that Christians go to hell who don't do anything for Him. You can see how much Jesus loves me (and you) in this message because He was getting me out of hell with it.

Revelation 22:14 Authorized (King James) Version {Paraphrased}

14 Blessed are they that do {God's} commandments, that they may have right to the tree of {eternal} life and may enter in through the gates {of the New Jerusalem}.

The Holy Spirit signs this message,

Psalm 91 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} Psalm 91

1 He that dwells in the Secret Place of the Most-High shall abide under the Shadow of the Almighty. 2 I will say of the Lord,

"He is my refuge and my fortress! My God! In Him will I trust"! 3 Surely, He shall deliver you from the trap of the fowler, And from the noisome pestilence. 4 He shall cover you with His feathers, And under His wings shall you trust. His truth shall be your shield and buckler. 5 You shall not be afraid of the terror by night, Nor for the arrow that flies by day. 6 Nor for the pestilence that walks in darkness. Nor for the destruction that wastes at noonday. 7 A thousand shall fall at your side, And ten thousand at your right hand. But it shall not come near you! 8 Only with your eyes shall you behold and see the reward of the wicked! 9 Because you have made the Lord, which is my refuge, Even the Most-High, your habitation, 10 There shall no evil befall you! Neither shall any plague come near your dwelling. 11 For He shall give His angels a charge over you, To guard you in all your ways! 12 They shall bear you up in their hands, Lest you dash your foot against a stone. 13 You shall tread upon the lion and adder {with them}. The young lion and the dragon shall you trample under feet {with them}. 14 "Because he has set his love upon Me {says the Most-High},

Therefore, will I deliver him. I will set him on high, because he has known My Name. 15 He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him. I will be with him in trouble. I will deliver him and honor him. 16 With long life will I satisfy him, and show him My salvation".


In closing,

The Holy Spirit says to me and also to you who are going with me

To the First Resurrection (Rev. 20:4-6):

April 6th, 2023, 8:20 PM,

"Get ready for the Rapture, My child! {1} You're going to go with us {2}.

I told you I saved you a long time ago {3}.

When you trust My Name, I will send you angels to carry you to Me {4}.

I see you in glory with Me, My child, forever! {5}

I will never, ever put you down {there} with the devil {6}.

That place is for those who saw Me and then left {7}.

Who threw up this world {8}. Who went back to its organizations {9}.

After I cleansed their insides with the regeneration of the Holy Spirit and My Word {10}

The devil stood up and said, 'I want them back'!

And he heard that call and ran to the lion {11} like a little child who found its Mom after so long,

and it devoured him" {12}.

Scripture References

  1. Mt. 24:29-51

  2. Jn. 10:27-30

  3. Acts 2:22-36/ Isa. 52, 53

  4. Ps. 91

  5. Rev. 20-22

  6. Mt. 25:14-46

  7. 1 Jn. 2:18-29

  8. Pr. 26:11

  9. 1 Pt. 2

  10. Jn. 3/ Ti. 3:4-7/ 1 Pt. 1:23

  11. 1 Pt. 5:8, 9

  12. Ps. 22:20-22/ Ps. 58:6, 7/ 2 Tim. 4:16, 17


In 1 Pt. 5:8 The devil is described by God as a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. According to God in this message, that means that the devil is a killer. A child killer. Someone who likes to kill kids. He lures you with lies. He exploits your trust to kill and eat you (Jn. 8:44).

He looks for ways to make naive people, who are like little kids to God, to come back to him by appearing as a long, lost brother or mother, as someone you trust and love, and who you know who loves you, and when they do, he eats them.

Like the prodigal son who went back to his father and instead of the father running to him and kissing him (Lk. 15:20), he morphs from man to beast and eats him. "Come on, come on, little one. I'm your mother", and it eats you.

The psycho wrath you feel to see a lost child who thought he found his mother after so long, but it was a lion, and it ate him. To see the naive and defenseless molested and killed. An angel of the Lord told me once that when Jesus returns, that He's going to be riding on a white horse, screaming at the devil like a mother who lost her only child to a roaring lion. Selah. Jesus is going to kill the devil and massacre this world; the devil's people, for killing, His kids when He comes back (Rev. 6:9-17; 19; / Zec. 14/ 2 Pt. 3).

"After I cleansed their insides with the regeneration of the Holy Spirit and My Word

The devil stood up and said, 'I want them back'"!

"And he heard that call and ran to the lion like a little child who found its Mom after so long,

and it devoured him".

Message from archangel Gabriel about Darrin to whom it may concern,

My brother, Gabriel, an Arc of Light from God, says this to this world for me,

"I am living with Darrin right now {1}.

Darrin isn't ready for the Rapture right now {2}.

This is why God is delaying His coming {3}.

He doesn't want to lose him {4}.

Darrin's finally coming home to God... {5}"

"Darrin, I am returning you to God {6},

As a favor to the Light {7}.

They were crying for you in God's Banquet Hall {8}.

I gave you back to God in 2020 {on Easter 2020}".

Scripture References

  1. Mt. 19/ Ps. 91

  2. Lk. 21:34-36/ Mt. 13:10-23; 24:9-15/ Heb. 12:1-17

  3. 2 Pt. 3

  4. Jn. 15:1-5/ Rom. 8:18-39

  5. Jer. 3/ Lk. 15

  6. Ps. 91:11-13/ Lk. 15:8-10

  7. Ps. 91:11-13/ Lk. 15:8-10

  8. Mt. 22:1-14/ Rev. 19:1-9 & chs. 21 & 22

The Word of My Testimony

(Rev. 12:10-12)

The Root of Bitterness

(Heb. 12:15)

Guard Your Heart with Endurance

From the Root of Bitterness

(Mt. 24:13)

I am coming home to God (Mt. 24:13). Repenting like the Prodigal son (Lk. 15:17-19). This means that I am being healed of the root of bitterness (Heb. 12:15) that waxed cold the love of God in my heart (Mt. 24:12) and made me unprepared for the Rapture (Mt. 24:48-51/ Lk. 21:34-36).

Today, as it was in the beginning of my baptism into the Holy Spirit in 1991 (Acts 2/ 1 Cor. 12-14), I can't get enough of the Bible (Jer. 20:9). I want to do something for God, and it doesn't matter what it is because that fire of the Holy Spirit's anointing is making me want to please God (1 Cor. 12-14). Not to get to heaven or to get my blessings. But because I want to. That's the Holy Spirit making me like that. Thank you, Lord!

See, when you show love & respect for people and they repay your good with evil, the hate (Mt. 24:9) can defile (Heb. 12:15) and wax cold the love of God in you (Mt. 24:15) with the root of bitterness (Heb. 12:15), if the Lord doesn't intervene, like He did with me, in sending the archangel Gabriel to carry me back to Him (Ps. 91:11-13).

What Gabriel and I did, was learned to take suffering for doing right patiently (1 Pt. 2:19-25). You do this with endurance (Mt. 24:9-14). This means you get up and keep witnessing (Pr. 24:15-20). If you take offense at their hate (Mt. 24:9, 10), then you can defile God's love in you (Mt. 24:12). The cure for offense is to please God by accepting the wrongful suffering, or, hate, instead of resisting it (1 Pt. 2:20). This is called endurance (Mt. 24:13). To take offence is called "to faint" in Heb. 12:5. When you faint from the attack of evil, your feet are spiritually crippled by the offense, or, the root of bitterness, so that you cannot walk in holiness and please God (Heb. 12:13, 14). To endure hate is called spiritual warfare. Learning to fight spiritually by not resisting evil (Mt. 5:39). Satan's trap in persecution is to make you resist evil. Overcome evil with good (Rom. 12:20, 21).

Of course, there is a time for war and a time for peace. A time to kill and a time to heal (Ecc. 3). Sometimes, God tells us to put our Bibles down and buy weapons to kill murderers in self-defense (Lk. 22:35). Sometimes God tells us not to resist evil (Mt. 5:39). Amen.

The goal as the Christian is to LISTEN TO GOD. This is called TO ENQUIRE OF THE LORD (1 Sam chs. 10, 22, 23). You ask God what to do. Not act on your own.

While I'm here writing about my testimony, the Lord told me to write about the Holy Spirit. This is what the Holy Spirit with archangel Gabriel, told me last night,

"I was going to put you in hell. But I changed my mind for the archangel Gabriel".

That message was given to me because about two weeks ago after some attacks from the devil in my sleep, the Holy Spirit came into my room and brother Gabriel was telling me that it was the Holy Spirit who was looking at me in my room.

This visitation is what the Lord wants me to tell you about; to witness to you about concerning sin and the Holy Spirit. What the Holy Spirit said to me to me is hard for me to accept because it goes against my beliefs about salvation. But I'm not the only one on this page that's being corrected with Truth by the Light.

What's hard for me to accept, is that message above that God was going to put me in hell after I had been saved. When God got that guy's video above to me on about hell, I understood why the Lord was going to put me in hell. It's because I disrespected God's anointing and wasn't doing anything for Him. I wasn't witnessing. I was partying like "the evil servant" in Mt. 24:48-51).

"I love you too much to put you in hell", said the Holy Spirit.

So, this is what happened. I was getting hit by the devil in my sleep for a few days. It was that same lady with the burned face. Gabriel told me that she saw me at my current housing and had been looking for me. She moved in and was sleeping with me again. I don't mean sexually. This spirit used to lay with me and hold me all night. It was scary but nice to me.

God told me to write to Benny Hinn's ministry for prayer about this demon hitting me in my sleep. I usually choose Benny Hinn for prayer because he and his ministry have a powerful anointing, as you may or may not know. So, I did, and a few days later, Gabriel started talking to me about the Holy Spirit flying around in the sky above my room and looking at me in it. He told me to look out my window because I would see a bird flying around. He said it's God the Holy Spirit. I was thinking, "What!? I thought He was in me!" What I saw was a Dove who flew into my room through the window. My window was closed and locked with black sun block curtains on it. So, the Holy Spirit is a ghost. The Holy Spirit left me. That's why I saw Him outside my body.

I saw Him. He was a bluish, white see-through color. The same color as that train I saw in March of 2019. He flew quick through my window and landed on my jour next to my TV in front of my archangel Michael statue, that I got from Bradford Exchange last year. It's a Michael statue made from Ivory of him standing on the coiled serpent Lucifer, with his sword in his hand. It's about seven inches tall.

I was lying in bed with my CPAP mask on awake and about to fall asleep when I saw this. It was about 2 AM. I'm used to seeing and hearing ghosts. So, I looked, and I saw that bluish, white Dove sitting there looking at me. He said,

"Darrin. I'm God. I'm here to help you and I'm not leaving. I'm not going to leave you. I'm taking you back to 2003 in the anointing. To the anointing you had with Chello. That's when you were willing to do whatever I said. Remember? You wanted to do something for me? Anything. I want you back to the way you were with Me in 2003".

Then it looked like He flew above me and was fighting for a second. The Holy Spirit was fighting that demon that sleeps with me, Astaroth. Then I fell asleep.

2003 is when I came back to my Reservation in New Town, North Dakota from Los Angeles and was given the gift of prophecy by God, angels and the church. Prophecy is this gift that I am using now to write this testimony. The power to hear ghosts talking. Think about it...the people who wrote the Bible, the prophets, were talking with God and hearing Him. God is a Spirit. He lives in the parallel realm with this earth realm that we live in. These men and women, the prophets, heard God talking to them. That power to hear ghosts is called the gift of prophecy (1 Cor. 12:10). Seeing and hearing ghosts is not the same thing.

Churches all over the world were writing to me in 2003 about the power to talk to my Guardian Angels saying that these angels had been contacting them about me for God and that these guardian spirits have important messages from God for me. These churches and the angels ordained me a prophet in 2003 for God and gave me the power to hear the ghosts talking. Prophets were prophesying on the phone and by mail to me at this time about the Mantle of Joseph, saying that I got it from God and was now a prophet for God in North Dakota.

I met Chello through a CBN prayer line. She came to see me on my Reservation in 2003 for a prayer. She is a Chicana from my father's town in Greensboro, NC {the Pegram's). She stayed for a month. She is my spiritual mother in Christ. My intercessor.

In California, I was an evangelist witnessing to my gang and to everyone about Jesus. When I left North Dakota, God changed my calling to Prophet or Seer. But I do more than see ghosts. I can hear them. I write messages from them, the Holy Spirit and His angels of Light, just like the prophets did who wrote the Bible (see book of Daniel).

The point that God wants me to witness to you about, the point that God wants to make through my testimony to you who read here, is that when the Holy Spirit came back, that's when my desire to read the Bible was revived. That's when my desire to go to church and to do something for God was revived like it is right now. 30-days ago it wasn't like that. It was a struggle to do these things 30-days ago.

God wants to tell us here today that it is the Holy Spirit that makes us like that. The Holy Spirit said that being like that is called being "Alive". If you don't have a fire in you to read the Bible, to pray, to talk to God, to go to church and to witness to people about Jesus and to do something for God, then you are "the dead". The power to live alive for God like this doesn't come from the discipline of the flesh. It comes from the Holy Spirit's Presence inside you. God lives His life through us.

Colossians 2:20-23 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 20 Wherefore if you {are} dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are you subject to ordinances 21 (touch not; taste not; handle not, 22 which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men? 23 Which things have indeed a show of wisdom in will worship, and humility, and neglecting of the body. Not in any honor to the satisfying of the flesh.

2 Timothy 3:5 Authorized (King James) Version 5 Having a form of godliness but denying the power {the Holy Spirit} thereof. From such turn away.

God's point using these two scriptures is that the power is Him, the Holy Spirit, that gives us power over the flesh and body. Not will worship and neglecting the body through self-discipline. It looks like God but it's the flesh, not God, doing it. That's what God is saying today. It's phony if it's not the Holy Ghost doing the works.

So, thinking that the Bible says that God will never leave us in Heb. 13:5, I asked God about that. He said that I had His "essence" after He left. That's why I was still talking in tongues. His essence is the spiritual gifts of 1 Cor. 12-14. God told me that He left me because He decided to put me in hell. Guess how long the Holy Spirit left me? He said,

"Less than a day. I couldn't stand to see you going back to drinking, drugs, adultery and jail because I left. So, I came right back! You were going to start drinking and smoking cigarettes again. You were going to start doing drugs again with your girlfriends in North Dakota. You were going to be invited to a party by la Raza to meet a woman and you were going to get her pregnant and do drugs with her. I left you when you were sleeping. You didn't know I left you".

"I left you to show you what it's like to live without Me. Can you do this without Me? I'm the one who makes you pray. This is what you need to know. Can you listen without Me? It is I who listens to you and then makes wishes for you to come back home to Me. I am the one who empowers you to witness to the lost for Me. not the Lord Jesus. He did His job for Me by bringing you home to Me at the gates of Christ's anointing".

"But it is I, the Holy Spirit, who lives in you inside that makes you want to go out and do the work of the Cross with Me. I can't get enough of you praying and singing to God like Me. Christ without Me is a waste. This is why He tells you not to get a big mouth with us on this side. The blasphemy of the Spirit is when you insult me like I never loved you or wished you home several times".

Backsliding After We Get Baptized into the Holy Spirit

Makes us Lose the Power to Live for God

Because Sin Breaks Fellowship with the Holy Spirit

Isaiah 59:1-3 Authorized (King James) Version

{Paraphrased} 1 Behold, the Lord’s Hand is not shortened, that it cannot save. Neither His ear heavy, that it cannot hear. 2 But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid His Face from you, that He will not hear {your prayers}. 3 For your hands are defiled with blood, and your fingers with iniquity. Your lips have spoken lies, your tongue has muttered perverseness.

So, that's what God wants me to witness to you about. That it's the Holy Spirit that makes us listen to Jesus and God with the anointing through the baptism into the Holy Spirit. But respect God and His anointing as much as you can when He does this to you. Don't be like me who was almost put back into hell by God for not using His anointing to do something for Him.

When I saw the Holy Spirit flying above my room and descended inside my room, when He flew over my body after saying that He's God. He went back inside my body after He beat up that demon Ashtaroth who was laying on my chest. The Holy Spirit hasn't left. He went back inside me when i fell asleep. Because I fell asleep when He flew over to me. I saw Him fight for a second and then I was asleep. This is why I'm being resurrected. This is why I suddenly can't stop reading the Bible and preaching. This is why I suddenly want to go back to church and do something for God. It's the Presence of the Holy Spirit that does all this in us. The Holy Spirit went back inside my body that night. This is why I'm alive in God again.

The Holy Spirit says to us,

"Can you live without Me? Don't break fellowship with Me no more".

Arc Gabriel says,

"Darrin. You need God to make it. You need God inside you or you will die".

Only when the Holy Spirit is inside our bodies can we live the Christian life (Phil. 2:13). We need to know that we need the Holy Spirit to live the Christian life. We cannot listen to God and do His Word without the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the one who obeys God in us. When we listen to God, we have fellowship with the Holy Spirit and the full anointing of our salvation is upon us. When we backslide, we break fellowship with the Holy Spirit, and we lose the power to live for God. When our fellowship with the Holy Spirit is broken because of sin and backsliding, we cannot live for God. We won't read the Bible, go to church, pray or witness to people. We may do it once in a while. But not like it was when we first got anointed and baptized into the Holy Spirit. Then, we'll be in danger of judgement for not doing anything for God (Mt. 25). The Holy Spirit is the one who lives for God in us. From within, he makes us pray, witness, go to church and read the Bible. Without Him, we will not make it to heaven. So, God wants us to respect the Holy Spirit by listening to Him so that we don't lose His Presence and our salvation.

Backsliding breaks fellowship with the Holy Spirit. Respect God's Presence in your life and stop backsliding because you won't make it to heaven without the Holy Spirit making you listen to the Bible inside you through the anointing and fellowship with Him. Stop backsliding. Or you're going to lose the power to live for God and miss the Rapture. Then be judged and sentenced to eternal fire for not doing anything for God (Mt. 25).

The name of my prophetic ministry was given to me by my late Mother, Wilma Nash/ Packineau (RIP) in 2003 in tongues on the phone. It is called "Dove Ministries". The Holy Spirit looks like a Dove (Lk. 3:21, 22). Me, my spiritual gifts and this sleeping church, Dove Ministries, is being revived this year. I'm back from the dead! (Lk. 15:32) Darrin's back, everyone. My soul was returned to my body by the archangel Gabriel for God in 2019. You will recognize me now. I was the angel Gabriel for a few years. He is who took up residence inside me to bring me back to God. That is the expert fighter in me. Angels fight like martial Artist's.

The Lord wants me to tell you about this phone call with my Mom (RIP) back in 2004 or 2005. She said that my Native name given to me in 1988, "Soaring Eagle", was sold to a cousin of mine by my Mom (RIP). She said that she was giving me another name. She gave me the name, "Waterwalker" in our Hidatsa Native tongue. Then she also gave me "Dove Ministries" in Hidatsa. I wrote them down in Hidatsa back then. But I lost all that in disobedience to God in 2009. So, I'll have to call my Reservation college to get those two names.

Moving on, you need to know that demons and angels can both possess bodies, both human and animal. Good angels can possess people just like demons can. Good angels possess those with the Holy Spirit living inside them. The Christian. Demons override your will and make you do things. People think this is called possession. But possession is also when good angels move your body apart from your will but it's to help you. Like fight people for you. You'll see your body moving and doing things to make you happy as you just sit there thinking, "What the heck!?"

Since the time that people said that you don't recognize me no more, you have been meeting the angel Gabriel, not Darrin, because my soul was gone. It was in the crypt of the Temple of Set in another realm. My soul is back, but now my spirit is gone. The Lord said that my spirit isn't in my body no more. That I'm in the Lord's cathedral in heaven. God did this so that I can no longer go to hell. I'm in heaven right now. Gabriel is still in my body with my soul and the Holy Spirit. God is not finished with me yet!

God said that it was archangel Gabriel, not a pastor or the church, who brough me back to God. This is because there is racial problems in church in North Dakota. However, since the Holy revived me a couple weeks ago, those bitter feelings and resentment is topped over by that fire of the Holy Ghost's Presence, and I want to go back to church no matter what. I don't feel bitterness no more.

God gave His angels the mission to guard us in all our ways for Him (Ps. 91:11-13). The archangel Gabriel stood in intercession for me to God in prayer. He was telling God things like, "He's sinning because He's hurting over losing his woman. Not to hurt you". The Lord said that because of Gabriel, that He decided not to put me in hell.

So, my point is don't worship Gabriel. He won't let you. He isn't the Savior. Though God listened to him about keeping me in heaven, he did his job for God according to Ps. 91:11-13. So, again, Gabriel isn't Jesus the Savior. Gabriel isn't God. So, don't try to worship him or God might put you in hell for that. Give God the glory and credit because it is His will that the angels do when they intercede for us and return us to God. They work for God like we Christians do.

So, God is trying to say here that it is the Holy Spirit that makes us pray, witness, go to church, read the Bible and do any kind of service for God. It is not God or Christ, the Son of God, that does this. It is the Holy Spirit.

I needed to know this, as the Holy Spirit said above, because I wasn't respecting Him. I backslid and didn't employ His anointing and Word in my life. Like the prodigal son, I squandered my Father's riches (Lk. 15:12, 13). The riches of God are the anointing and His words, the Bible (Lk. 16:1-13).

Knowing this makes me thankful to the Holy Spirit and deepens my fellowship with him. All those years of backsliding, this is what I needed to know. The Lord is making me repent before I die so that I don't stand in judgement to be condemned to outer darkness for squandering the Lord's anointing in life (Mt. 25:14-46).

The archangel Gabriel says this to us about this message,

"Do you understand that God is changing your values {Darrin - Ti. 3:4-7}?

He's making you want Him more than a wife. More than anyone and anything in life" {Lk. 14:25-33}.

My response:

Yes. A woman is what I wanted most in life. But since Easter 2020, God means more to me than a woman and pleasing God means more to me now than this life does.

About my women and the root of bitterness: When I was in California, I wasn't the kind of man to take a woman from. In North Dakota today, I'm still not the scared type. I wasn't drinking, doing drugs and going to jail in California because I was losing women to other men. Other men were not taking my women from me. I'm not the kind that was always losing women to other men. I lost women because I was always in jail. Women want a man to be there for them. If you go to jail a few times, she might forgive you for leaving her. But if you're always in jail like I was, you'll lose your women. That's why in Los Angeles I was always getting drunk, doing drugs and going to jail to numb the pain of losing women over jail sentences.

When I got to North Dakota men started hitting on my women. The men and women in North Dakota are the jealous type. I don't get along with the jealous type because I'm normal. So, every woman I met out here I didn't want. The men that hit on them say that they took her from me because they think that I was scared to fight them for her when he started talking to her. But I wasn't there when he talked to her. You men haven't seen yet how I am with a woman that I want. She left with him because I didn't want her. Not because I was scared to fight for her. You don't know me.

If I want a woman, I'll shoot you for her if you hit on her. So, the women you got in North Dakota, I rejected for being the jealous type. You're jealous like her. So, you got your kind. But jealous women are not my style. I want a normal and confident woman who can trust me.

So, whatever these men said about them taking my woman from me doesn't mean anything to me cos I didn't want her. You never spoke to her in my face, which shows that you were scared I would fight. So, you talked to her when I wasn't there. You can't say you're a man cos your methods prove you're a mouse.

In California, to take something from another man, you can't drink or do drugs to get courage to fight him for it. You can't take a woman, a car, or other property from another man when he's gone. You got to be a man and do it in his face with a fight. That's how a man does it. Your ways show that you're a child in a man's body cos you don't know how to fight and you're too scared to fight if you do.

I say this because I noticed in North Dakota that men who got a woman that I didn't want, did that to hurt me not because he wanted the woman. They were starting a fight but did it like a punk. You didn't hurt me when she left with you because I didn't want her. That's a check to you lames out here.

My gang in California were telling me that I'm in the wrong state with the wrong women. They told me not to be with women from other races because that's what they do. They don't love you like they do their own race, and they will leave you for them. They tell me that la Raza will never hurt me like that and that I need to come back to Los Angeles because I'm in enemy territory in North Dakota going through unnecessary stuff like that. I call it weird stuff. My point is that I wasn't hurt when she left with you instead of me like you thought.

Also, my own cousins from my tribe were talking to women who came to see me from other states. My cousins told me that women never do that for them. They are very jealous of me today because women don't come to them like they do to me.

I never had relatives do that to me ever in my life. So, in North Dakota, when my relatives got the attention of my women, they thought they were a man for doing that. I didn't fight you because it hurt too much. My tribe are savages. They're the kind to take their brother's woman because "you're not a man if you don't". They don't have the family values that I got from being raised in California.

My point is that you're not stronger than my gang and I. I didn't hurt you cos normal men like me don't get beat by family like you do. I didn't fight you because I was hurting that my relatives are like this with me. However, my gang in California taught me that family like that need to be shot. That's what's going to happen if you keep it up after this many years.

About fighting: Before this revelation came to me from God in 2020 about using endurance to overcome the root of bitterness, I didn't know about this. That's why I was hurting when it happened. Because I didn't know. But now that God has matured me, it's not going to be like that no more where I'm getting hurt by haters.

God says that people like that think that I'm vulnerable to attack because I'm right with God again. You think that Christians are supposed to let people hurt them. The people today that say this are the Police all over North Dakota. The people that hate me out of racism in North Dakota became cops to fight me. They're weak. They became cops because they're scared to go to jail for hate crimes. So, they're using a badge to try and get away with hate crimes. This is called "Treason" by their bosses and execution is the penalty.

These people want to exploit my fidelity as a Christian to make attacks soon. But God wants to say something to you judicial tyrants,

"Touch not My anointed and do My prophets no harm" (Ps. 105:15).

God is saying that He's Lord and not you. That, it's up to God on how I respond to your threats. He says that He is telling me to kill the murderers in law with weapons. Lk. 22:35 says to put your Bible down and start killing people to save your life. Ecc. 3:3, 8 says that there's a time to kill and a time to heal. A time for war and a time for peace. It's up to God which way I go. But with you, He is saying that it's time to kill not to heal because He is Lord and you're not from God to hear that God ordains a time to kill in self-defense. That time is now against you wicked racists in North Dakota.

Overcoming the root of bitterness is more about pleasing God than forgiveness (1 Pt. 2:20). Forgiveness doesn't heal the hurt. Knowing how to please God in a fight is. You don't resist evil (Mt. 5:39) to keep the love of God in your heart from defiled by the root of bitterness through offense (Heb. 12:15). You get up and keep witnessing instead of forgive (Pr. 24:15-17). It's resisting evil not forgiveness that keeps you from getting the root of bitterness in a fight. If you fight back, you lose the love of God and are in danger of hellfire. So, you don't resist evil. You listen to God and keep the love of God though you lose a fight. And in the end, you'll win because you didn't break your fellowship with the Holy Spirit by sinning and resisting evil.

So, we got to learn to respect God in us and listen to Him otherwise we'll lose our hearts if we take offense and fight back. Listen to God and take a dive. Let them win the fight so that you don't lose your love through offense. Respect God in you and don't fight back so that you keep your fellowship with the Holy Spirit and the power to live for God after the fight ends. Keeping your power to live for God is what's important because you won't be in danger of hellfire for breaking the fellowship of the Holy Spirit and losing the love of God. Other times, God wants us to kill these people. It all is up to God when to do what and for us ti listen to God and do it all.

I'm saying this because these racists think that I'm supposed to forgive them when they make an attack. This is why they feel safe. But you haven't seen me fight yet, lol. My friends in California are saying that you're stupid for starting trouble with me.

I'm right with God again but I got problems with law because they're mt enemies behind badges. The law are starting trouble with me instead of honoring my rights. They know I can kill them for starting fights with me. They won't stop so God wants to execute them for and through me. It's a time for war today.

It's not my rival gangs that are starting fights with me. It's racists from North Dakota. The rival gangs are more civilized than the cops are. The gangs got family values. If you got family in a rival gang, you stop banging because you're related. Cops don't honor family like that. They arrest family or try to kill them with the badge. These are my cousins, primos, in the rival gangs. That's why they're not stealing from me or starting fights like the cops are. It's the cops starting fights. Not cholos.

About Ashtaroth:

The Curse of Sin

(Eze. 18/ Dan. 9:11/ 2 Pt. 2:13-15)

In my testimony above, I said that I married the demon Ashtaroth in 1998 in California Youth Authority (CYA) and that Jesus saved me out of Satanism. In another testimony online on my website, I said that my great, great grandmother dedicated me to the Lord when I was a toddler. This is all true.

How can someone that was dedicated to the Lord become a satanist? The Lord says that this is about generational curses. It says in Exodus 20:5; 34:7; Numbers 14:18; Deuteronomy 5:9 that our sins go down to the third and fourth generations. The sins of my Native American fathers from my tribe were demon worship and witchcraft. Though I was dedicated to the Lord as a toddler, it wasn't until 1991 when I was 22 that I was baptized into the Holy Spirit that the curse of sin was broken.

This demon has been trying to get me back as its husband. She has even killed my enemies for me, and people know this how they find my enemies massacred. Police think it's my friends and family from California. But there is no human so vicious.

God told me that Ashtaroth wants to live with me forever in hell. That she wants to take me down there with her forever. To be married to me forever. The Lord says that Ashtaroth like me because of the way I look. How clever the devil is...trying to take to hell appearing as a loving wife who kills for me. But it's the devil. The roaring lion trying to devour someone (1 Pt. 5:8, 9). The devil is trying to make me think that it's a woman who loves me. But we can't trust the devil because he's a liar and a murderer (Jn. 8:44). The marriage is a trick. The marriage was destroyed by Christ, but this demon follows me.

In Satanism there is a thing called "The White Wedding" (Gen. 6:1-4). Sound familiar? "White Wedding" Billy Idol 1982 and "Eyes Without A Face" Billy Idol 1983. No offense to Billy Idol. My point is not to pick on Billy Idol. But to talk about my white wedding to Ashtaroth.

A white wedding is a satanic marriage between a human and an angel, or demon, or a Nephilim. A hybrid child between a demon angel and a human. The marriage can be between a man and a female demon or between a woman and a male demon, and it doesn't have to be an angel you marry. It can be one of their hybrid kids.

The marriage was performed for me by the late Anton LaVey and his daughter while I was in jail in CYA. This occurred in 1989 at the closed Dewitt Nelson facility in Stockton, CA. God told me that He saved Anton before he passed away. Praise God! On his deathbed Jesus visited, forgave and took Anton to heaven.

While in Dewitt, I wrote to Anton asking for copies of his "Satanic Bible". Dewitt would not allow us to have the Satanic Bible because, "It is a violent religion practicing human sacrifice. Too violent for CYA youth". But they sent me Ashtaroth in there and it was like a succubus giving me wet dreams while in jail.

When you marry a demon, the Satanic rite is to sacrifice the woman you want to marry so the demon can possess the body and live with you for life. I was in jail so the demon used to possess my gf's after I got out. The spell was cast by the Satanic Church, but the ceremony of human sacrifice was never performed because Jesus saved me in 1991!

Women who lived with me and were my lovers will tell you about the devil attacking them. My present lady is a Christian and safe from that marriage. People who know me will tell you about demons attacking them for me.

I began writing to the leader of The Temple of Set as well. This is the man who told me that Satan was replacing Anton with him and that the name of the new group that replaced Anton LaVey's church would be The Temple of Set. Mummies from the ethereal realm. Buried in Egypt long, long ago.

This man told me that the reason Satan was replacing Anton was because he was "freelance" and that Satan wanted the real thing, The Temple of Set. Anton LaVey went home to God! The Satanic Church is now The Temple of Set.

The Temple of Set visited me in the astral plane doing astral projection a lot right up to 2020 and giving me messages like the angels do now. Talking to ghosts or humans doing astral projection in the astral realm is my gifting. Satanists learn to travel the astral plane and you can visit people and kill them in their dreams. The Lord says that this is why I'm under the archangel Gabriel because he protects me from demons and Satanists and mummies in my sleep. To talk to ghosts apart from the Holy Spirit is called a "spiritist". As a Christian it's called "prophecy". God won this war over my soul and the curse of sin is broken. That's what I wanted to tell you.

About my girlfriend: As I said, I'm in a relationship with a gorge Christian lady. We met on a Christian website. Most women from North Dakota are not my style, no offense. I'm not a cowboy. So, I meet women online. We got plans. I know that enemies are reading this post. So, I'll keep them in the dark about the details.

You're the ones with the sex problem

What I will talk about is that you all got the wrong image of me from the cops. As I said, the cops are racists who use defamation and lies to fight instead of their fists. I'll never respect them because they fight like this, like gay men fight. A man walks up to you and hits you for his peace of mind and doesn't worry about the consequences. If you're scared to go to jail for your family then you're not a man. Break it down bitch. To go to jail for your family is called "love".

What I learned about North Dakotans is that you all have an identity crises. You're homophobic. You don't know the difference between men and women and this is why you got wrong perceptions of normal men.

You call guys who clean their houses, cook, do their laundry and who don't work, gay. But this is because you don't know what a man or a woman is, not that he's gay.

You assign gender roles to male and female and because you don't know what a man is, or, because you're homophobic, you think that a man is supposed to be outside in the cold working while the woman stays home to cook and clean.

Guys who stay home instead of work are called "rich". We all need money to make a living. Men who work are in the "Working Class". Guys who don't work because they're rich are called "Upper Class". This means that the Working Class can't afford the living of the rich. The Upper Class sit at home and enjoy life while their business makes them money. The Working Class has to work their ass off just to have a roof over their heads. Guys who stay home instead of work aren't gay. They're rich.

Guys who clean instead of do rough neck work are called "Janitors" or "Maintenance Engineers". They're into cleaning, repairing and maintaining businesses for money. Guys who clean aren't gay. Cleaning isn't a gender role. This means that it's not a woman's job. Cleaning instead of doing rough neck work, isn't gay.

A guy who stays home, cleans, cooks and does his laundry is called a "Bachelor", or "Single". A guy who isn't working and is at home cooking isn't gay. A guy who isn't working and stays home and does his laundry isn't gay. Doing all that is called "taking care of himself". He isn't married and he's single. So, he has to clean and cook for himself, and do his own laundry.

Staying home, cleaning, cooking and doing your laundry aren't signs of being gay. Now, take it from us prisoners. I did almost 13-years accumulated time, which means not one sentence but many, in California before I came to North Dakota. We'll tell you right now how to know who's gay. We been in prison with only men and most men in jail don't bone other men. Think about it: you're in jail with only men. The same sex, and you're not trying to bone another man. He cleans after himself, cooks for himself and does his laundry but he's not boning other men. He's not gay.

My point is that the sign of being gay is homosexual contact, not cleaning, cooking and doing your laundry. What it means for a man to "act gay" is to hit on other men. Blow kisses at other men. To bone other men and to do oral copulation on other men. And, to have other men do all that to you. Not staying home, cleaning, cooking and doing your laundry.

If a man is staying home, cleaning, cooking, and doing his laundry, he isn't gay if he's not making homosexual contact. We've seen guys come in and not do homosexual contact ever because they're not gay.

You guys in North Dakota don't know this because you're homophobic. You're gay if you've made homosexual contact. But you haven't. You're not gay and so you don't know what gay is. You don't know what a man is or what a woman is because you have an identity-crises. If you have an identity-crises and you haven't made homosexual contact, then you're not gay. You're homophobic.

I stay home because I'm rich. I clean for myself, cook for myself and do my own laundry because I'm single right now. I got a very beautiful Christian woman and we're making plans for marriage already because this relationship is from Jesus. It's from Jesus because our love grew like a flaming rose when we met, lol. This means that I'm already acting like her husband and she's already in love, lol. I got babies with women from California whom I met before I came to North Dakota in 2001.

Apart from homosexual contact, the way to know that a man is straight is that he takes care of his woman. Not beats her. Beating your wife is homosexual activity.

In prison is where you find out who's gay because you're not living with women in there. If no women are around and the men do homosexual acts, that's the way gay men are. Gays like to live in same sex environments, like prison and the army.

But heterosexuals go to prison over crimes for their women and kids. Not to engage in homosexuality. When men are alone, they clean after themselves, cook for themselves and do their laundry. Doing those things are not homosexual traits. Homosexual contact is. If a man does those things and commits homosexuality then he's gay.

Having a woman doesn't make you a man. Homophobics brag that they're straight because they got women. If you weren't a fruit you wouldn't brag about it. Normal men are confident in who they are and don't talk about their women to other men. If you don't know if you're man without a woman then you're a homo. Homophobic, that is. You may not be gay but you don't know. I'll tell you how to know if you're a man. A gay bones other men. If you're not boing other men but don't know if you're straight, then you're straight but you don't know it.

My friends and I from California were in prison for years. We weren't having sex with women in there and we weren't having sex with men. We cleaned, cooked and did our laundry because we're not gay.

In prison without a woman and not boning men. Cleaning, cooking and doing laundry is what men do when they're single. Having sex with a woman doesn't make you a man. Not having sex with a woman doesn't mean you're gay. Without a woman around only men and not boning women shows who's gay. The one who bones men in jail is the one that's gay. That's the sign of a gay creep.

What I'm saying is that a man knows he's a man with or without a woman. If you don't know if you're a man without a woman, you're a homo, homophobic. A fruit. A man doesn't need a woman to know he's a man. He can be in jail without a woman for years and knows he's not gay and doesn't bone other men. Homosexual contact is the sign, not cooking & cleaning.

But you...don't know what a man is. You're homophobic.

To Really Love A Woman

"To Really Love A Woman" (Bryan Adams)

God showed me long ago that a man is supposed to be the head of the relationship and love his woman. This means that he initiates love to her. You love your woman by taking care of her. Don't let your woman take care of herself or take care of you because that's called role reversals. If you let your woman take care of herself or to take care of the man, you will lose her because women need a man to take care of them. If you take care of your woman, she will be crazy for you.

To take care of your woman means to do for her what she wants to do for herself. You do it. When she wants to buy something for herself, you get it before her. When she wants to do something for herself, do it before she does and money is no object when it comes to your lady. Amen.

Ephesians 5:22-33 Authorized (King James) Version

22 Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord. 23 For the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the church: and he is the saviour of the body. 24 Therefore as the church is subject unto Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in every thing. 25 Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; 26 that he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, 27 that he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. 28 So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself. 29 For no man ever yet hated his own flesh; but nourisheth and cherisheth it, even as the Lord the church: 30 for we are members of his body, of his flesh, and of his bones. 31 For this cause shall a man leave his father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh. 32 This is a great mystery: but I speak concerning Christ and the church. 33 Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.

World without end. Amen.

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